The Ordinary Me

...We Both Love to Dance...

2010-10-27T16:28:00.007+07:00

Memories, may be beautiful and yet
what's too painful to remember
we simply choose to forget
So it's the laughter we will remember
whenever we remember
the way we were.

The Way We Were - Barbra Streisand

I've downloaded this song quite long ago, and put it on my Blackberry, but accidentally forgotten and I never listed it on any of my play list. And yesterday when I randomly played all the song (total 195 songs) this song came up while I was on the train on my way back home....

And suddenly, all my childhood memories just burst into my head....,
it gives me goosebumps coz it ended up with my moms face all over my head....
I hope I have more to remember...
but realize that I dont have much...

only a few memories...
But I'm happy that most of the few that I remember was the nice things, all the beautiful things...

All my family and old friends of my family said that I inherit everything that my dad have...
face, hair, skin tone, smile, how I walk I get it from him....
we even have same attitude...

But I have a vision and I'm quite sure that this vision is really happen long time a go
Me and my lovely mother dance a silly dance together and sing a long even though I forgot what is the song
And I know in my heart, that we have one thing in common,
we both love to dance....
I know ...it was beautiful

I miss her a lot.....
so so much...

Can it be that it was all so simple then

or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again
tell me would we? Could we?
The Way We Were - Barbra Streisand

xoxo

p.s. my mom died when I was 6 years old...

Wordless Wednesday - Put on A Happy Face...

2010-10-06T13:58:00.001+07:00

Love her smile...

Hop over to 5 Minutes for Mom and link up...

PINT - My 8 yrR Old Want A Facebook AccounT??

2010-10-05T22:38:00.000+07:00

Hey... wanna join the fun, click on above picture and link up!!

Happy Tuesday and Happy PINT !!!

xoxoxo...

I MISS BLOGGING....

2010-10-03T22:48:00.001+07:00

Its been too long since my last real post, because my previous writings whom I post on a train on my way to office is just like that...

Okay, I get so bounded with my job and my 'mommy task' which make me so busy.. hell I miss blogging a lot.

So, this is the fun part that I miss to tell you all....

me and hubs finally decided to buy an SLR Canon 500D and I fell in love with it...

and this is my first shot...

I know its not a "wow" but I'm happy with it...

and...

other than that, me and fams went for "a little runaway" for 2 days... to the beach...

Cute Z so love the sand... she shows face like that because of me calling and disturb the fun....

and Gorgeous F is my favourite model....

and some of my shots with friend whom had been a happy volunteer..., pics below after edited....

I'm glad i finally post something here....

am trying to fix my time, start blogging and reading books again...

will be back anytime soon....

Gosh I miss blogging....

xoxoxo

wHat'S bEEn gOiNg oN LatEly.....

2010-09-15T08:18:00.001+07:00

Its been over than a month since my last post,,, gosh I've been so busy,,, I really miss blogging, Right now I'm blogging on the train on my way to the office...
These things that had been keeping my self busy,,,

1. My Job!!
Now I can feel the impact of the training I had in June,, ;) new tasks added to my old task made me twicer busy,, I mean really, I even bring my work home,, gosh!! But, family have to eat, kids have to go to school, bills had to be paid,,, anyway I like my job, but these tons of task and new responsibility made me full, but I choose to enjoy it and make some money!!

2.Fasting Month and Iedul Fitri Holiday
I live in Indonesia, and most of the people here are Moslem, including my housekeeper and babysitter so this month I've been living without them,,this means laundry,keeping the house clean, taking care of the kids, cooking and all the work that you all mommy knows,,,

3. My Bad Mood,,
Well, I feel guilty for saying this, but I think I have to tell the truth.
This caused by all that business and honestly, thing have not been going out well between meand hubs,,, we are been fighting over small things,, anyway,, I know we'll make it through!!

Its been a bit crowded lately,,

Getting To Know Me on SUNDAY

2010-08-09T02:54:00.002+07:00

Hey... its Sunday!!
For me, besides of going to church and GTKY it self, Sunday means that its the last day of the weekend where most of the people I know go to bed early to prepare them selves for Monday but not me.... I always choose to stay up late so that I could stay at the "weekend area" longer, not that I hate my job, I just love love love weekends.... I can see you nodded... :)
So, here I am starting to do GTKY at 2:04 AM in the morning.... Okay.. lets get started...

Here are the question for this week...
1. Do you think mustaches are sexy?
2. What's the last concert you've been to?
3 What was your favorite 80's sitcom?
4. Were you named after anyone?
5. When you buy new clothes, do you wash before wearing?
6. If you didn't blog, what would you do with your spare time?
7. What is your favorite department store?
8. If you were to get Laser Hair Removal..where would you get it?

If you are not in the middle of anything, your kids are not yet screaming at each other or when you have finished your dust bunny business or your hubs not in the middle of searching something that are already in front of their nose but still couldn't see it, my hubs always like that...arrggh..., hop over to http://www.mannland5.com/ and join the fun stuff ladies...

Here are my anwers...

1. Do you think mustaches are sexy?

definitely not! eachy...

2. What's the last concert you've been to?

hhhmm... local group band RAN, actually we just watch them on Friday night, they are quite famous... Gorgeous F loves them...

3 What was your favorite 80's sitcom?

I must say Full House.... their in the 80's right? oh oh and Growing Pains too... love the soundtrack...

4. Were you named after anyone?

yup... my grandma...

5. When you buy new clothes, do you wash before wearing?

sometimes yes, but mostly dont...

6. If you didn't blog, what would you do with your spare time?

Reading and sleeping, but uuhmm..I guess sleeping... because I most of the time fall a sleep after 3 or 4 pages....but I love to read...really!

7. What is your favorite department store?

CENTRO and SEIBU, at Jakarta these both dept. store is quite famous, they are even more famous than Debenhams, they got good collection and prices are not too expensive...

8. If you were to get Laser Hair Removal..where would you get it?

never heard of it, I have to googled it first....wait... click here if you also dunno
Okay, hhmm... my underarms...

So, that's it...
have to go to bed now...
Have a great Sunday!!

xoxo

I can Blog Everywhere!!!

2010-08-03T09:21:00.009+07:00

Now, I'm on my way to the office,,,, well it probably sounds normal to you but definitely not for me,,, because I'm blogging not from my PC at the office nor from the comfy couch at home,,, I'm blogging from my mobile phone,,, since when people can do this?? This is fabulous!!!
I could do blog walking and read all your great posts anywhere,,, for me its SUPAH!!!
Thanks to my old but so loved Blackberry Curve,,, thanks to the geniuses who invented internet and all this cool stuff!!
Now I could tell you almost about everything live from the corner seat of my train, like right now, this guy besides me just knock his head on my shoulder for the 5th time, his doing the so-sleepy-and-just-cant-it dance,,, now I'm thinking to give him 50% voucher once he hit the 10th time,,,

I'm sooo excited!!

Xoxo

PINT - I LOVE.......

2010-07-27T17:04:00.000+07:00

Its that time of the week...

Hop over to SUPAH mommy or click below to join the fun!!

This week its going to be the things I love...

whhooaaa.... that's a lot of LOVES....

What is yours??

HAPPY PINT

and

HAPPY TUESDAY!!

xoxo

FACES that I Just CANT Ressist!!!

2010-07-25T00:57:00.002+07:00

A lot of my friend said that Cute Z had an extra size lips... I don't care what they all said, I'm not going to deny it... she is...but I found it cute and a bit sexy....

So, would love to share you all the many faces of Z... (sorry about the picture quality... taken from a mobile cam)

This could be "no more picture please" or "what are you lookin' at" face...

just woke up from her nap, and I think she is all fired up to do some "cleaning"...

This is her face at the end of the day... after the "cleaning"...

this only indicate that she had a very good night sleep.... a happy stretching face in the morning...

and it continued.... more happy faces...

and probably this is why i think her lips is sexy...

Okay, watch out Jolie... someone is going to beat you up!!

Have a great weekend!!!

xoxo

Finally.. after a looong time I'm Joining PINT again !!

2010-07-20T13:47:00.001+07:00

Heyy.. its PINT time..

after sometime I finally joining the FUN

Hop over to Supah Mommy or click below link to stick 'em up!!

Happy PINT!!

My First WMW....a Confessions and successful SNEAK IN!

2010-07-15T21:27:00.006+07:00

One of the great blog I follow Julia@Work,Wife,Mom...Life!! is hosting the Working Mommy Wednesday...So, for y'all working mommy hop over by clicking the link to found out more and join the fun.

My story this week would be about.. so embarrass to say but what the hell... my bad habit at the office, well this time only one of bunch actually...
My bad ass was I almost always broke lunch hour time... my office lunch time is from 12-01pm, if you are late for 15 - 20 minutes it would be no problem,

me...

I get back at 2pm... and sometimes at 2.30pm

my worst

BUT only once...

this is bad...... 3.30pm....

i'm going to give you my plea...I'm not alone, actually I'm never alone on this, its Friday, everyone knows that Friday is ease up day (at least for my office) and the lunch break time is longer.. which is 11.30-1.30pm... uuhm.. still not close??

Now.. I'm guessing you all is questioning WHY would I do that??

As I said I was never alone... its always me and my besties @ office and it was ALWAYS because we all got STUCK at the mall... its only an other way to say that we always stalling time and put our unnecessary things at first...un-necessity like..
hey, this dress look great... lets try it on!! OR hey, they got nice shoes there, let go in!!
and we ended up NOT buying it anyway.... but we had fun... who is not a girl wouldn't?? again.. a plea..
I can see you nodded with smiles.... lol

Now.. the question would be... what is you BOSS said about this??

Okay... we had several warnings from our boss... and trust me... those day was OVER and we had our "concious time".. really its O.V.E.R....

until....

yesterday...

blame it on the Jakarta Great Sale..... it awakened our bad habits...
but, we are getting better at this... I mean in every aspects... we doubled fast the time in browsing and trying all the clothes, shoes, etc. ... ended up coming back at the office at 1.40pm.... alright, that is bad but a record break!!
still, in any way... we are still late... and our boss is still going to score us... blame it on the taxi driver for driving so slow!! again... my plea..uuhhmm...at this point I'm sensing a little bit of a denial...

but as I say we are getting better at this in every aspects...with a little help from friend... we asks them to tell our boss that we are the the restrooms... IF he ask. Okay... that wouldn't do if he ask every 10 minutes, who will stay the ladies room for an hour?? at this point.. anything will do

Ended up he didn't ask, good! and when we enter the office this is what my friend do...
warning message!!
this is not good and you can try this at home with your hubs but not with your boss... dont continue reading if your kids is beside you... another little note, my friend is single! so she is eligible..

She directly approached my boss office and with a made up over-excited attitude say..

"Hi boss, where have you been?? haven't see you since this morning..." okay one stupid question

she immediately realize that is one idiotic question, that question only tells that we are not here from this morning, which we are not!! ... she comes out with another question...

"Hey boss, did you realizes that I gain weight??" while fixing her shirt button ... here it is..2 stupid question, like he even care... but thanks to the "fixing buttons" action he is distracted, he said to her "I think you look great!! Have you had your lunch?" hey he didn't even know we just got back..and also a sign for my friend to get the hell outta there.... "Yep! okay... I gotta go, gotta pick up those phone calls... see you boss!" trotting her way towards mine with a big-happy smile...

See... we ARE getting good at this... lol...
But, not going to waste it for now, am keeping it deep down and letting it sleep again... 'till next Great Sale...
on Chrismas probably...

can click here or here to check out what we normaly do and what my besties is capable of...

xoxo

Woosaaaah.....

2010-07-11T14:58:00.002+07:00

I need to take a deep breath....
I hate neglecting my blog and I hate writing down bad news...
But that all there is now...

hhmm... dunno where shud I start...
Hubs is exposed to dengue fever outbreak, so I've been spending my entire last week in hospital, but he's out now and he's getting better...
at time like this, I try not to focus on the bad, and need to think more positive and be gratefull...
So, I'm thinking of my "thank you" list now... it always works..

Thank God for my hubs is finally home now and getting better...

I'm thankful for my 2 kiddos, the light of my day...

Thankful for those beautiful, blast and happy days..

Thankful for the neighbor at the hospital that always makes me and my hubs laugh... seriously funny people...

Thankful for i've been given the chance to "enjoy" the hard times... and all the love and prayers from family and friends..

Thankful for the beautiful weather today...

Thankful for my job...

Thankful 'coz now I could blog again...

I even thankful for the new salon that would only takes me 5 minutes walking from home... finaly a me-time-place not far from home...

Realize that theres so many to be thankful for...

what's yours??

xoxo

She will Not Be There

2010-07-05T19:14:00.002+07:00

It took 1 hour and 15 minutes for me to get to my work place, hubs and I use motor cycle... its quite tiring.
So, everyday we always try to find shortcuts, back ways, old roads anything that could save time.One day I suggested my hubs to use the old road and like most of old roads is its cramped and a bit bumpy but less crowded, turns out that using the old road saves 10 minutes of our time... so we go by that way everyday...

This old roads keep a lot of memory, my school is there, my auntie (I used to live with her) house and my old friends too. One of them is my Sunday School friend, her name is Amanda. She is a year older than me. Every Sunday morning I use to stop at her place and we will go to church together. Her mother was one of my aunties best friend. It goes like that for several year until I move to stay with my parents and we got busy with our own routines and never meet again. But she still lives there...

So everyday me and my hubs will pass her house, 'till this one day I saw her mom, she was standing in her small garden in front of their house, she was cutting the dead leaves... there's something different with her. She lost a lot of weight, look pale and of course getting older... but there is other thing that catches my eyes... I remember she use to have long thick black hair, but now she use a scarf to cover her head... a head with no hair...
I call my mom as soon as I got back from work and she told me that Tante Cory (that is her name) is having a stadium 4 cervical cancer and she is in meds. I called Amanda right away, and I talk to her that day...
The next day, I saw Tante Cory again.. and the day after that... she is always there. Probably there are times when she felt not very good so she just sat behind their front window looking out side, I still can see her everytime I pass. The first time I couldn't see her, I call Amanda and asks her if everything is okay, and she said that her mom is in the hospital for chemo, she normally stays in for a week. Than I will saw her after that.

It has been a week since the last time I saw her, I thought she is in hospital again. But, just this weekend, my mom told me that Tante Cory just pass away.. on Saturday 10:00 AM. I never thought of this but I will miss that view of her... she always looks calm and in peace even when she feels not so good and could only sat behind the window looking outside... but she is a much better place now... she is with God!!

There is a time for everything,
And a season for every activity under heaven:
A time to be born and a time to die
A time to plant and a time to uproot,
A time to kill and a time to heal,
A time to tear down and a time to build,
A time to weep and a time to laugh,
A time to mourn and a time to dance,
A time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
A time to embrace and a time to refrain,
A time to search and a time to give up,
A time to keep and a time to throw away,
A time to tear and a time to mend,
A time to be silent and a time to speak,
A time to love and a time to hate,
A time for war and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

...Brothers MANGA Drawings...

2010-07-03T23:47:00.002+07:00

I'm staying at mums house this weekend...after waiting almost like a day long they finally handed over the laptop to me...
okay, some of you who reads my previous post probably think that this has something to do with it... but nope.
I want to thank all commenters for the support, writing could be one of the solutions...

anyway...

I found this picture

this is my youngest brothers courtesy... already ask him for permission, and he immediately agree... he is just 13 yrs old and he really loves to draw manga (click on it and smart Mr.Wiki will explain it to you)
He wants to know your opinion... if you don't mind sparing your time...
I told you... they are always a lot of fun...

Thanks before....

xoxo

PS. Its all written in Bahasa and some still not finish yet... so just comment on the drawings...

Pour Your Heart Out - Missing My Mom

2010-06-30T16:10:00.002+07:00

I'm not good in pouring my heart out.. I'm a keeper even though I know getting it out could make me feel better. But reading other people that participate this week gave me the courage will try to say something here that I kept with me for so long...

Thanks a lot Shell for Pour Your Heart Out ...

Owkay...

take a deep breath - here we go...

Not a lot of people knows except my family, my best friends and old family friend that my biological mom pass away while I was just -if i'm not mistaken- 6 yrs old and she was pregnant for 5 month -this one also if i'm not mistaken-, the baby went with her. Not long after she died, my father and I move to Jakarta. I live with my auntie while my father is working out of town, he gets home every 3 months, he get pretty busy and I remember how rarely we met and talk to each other.

One day, when I was almost 8, my auntie came to me and ask my idea of having a new mom... I refused... but of course.. that didn't prevent my daddy to married my new mom...

Shorten up, now I have a great mom and 2 silly brother, they always makes me laugh...

But, every family has their own story...

We never talk about my late mom, it was like she never even exist, I only have 1 picture of her liting my 4th birthday candle, my grandma gave it to me, thats it!

I don't even know if my brothers knows about this and I'm their step sister... and I dreaded their reactions if they knew.. sooner or later they will know... but that's not the point..

My unfinished feelings and questions because of the lack of communication between me and my dad.... I never really get over with her dead. There's a lot of question running around in my head, what is she like? what is her hobby? likes and dislikes? what is her favorite song? favorite food? how did she died? is it true that she died pregnant?

really... I don't know...

I don't entirely blame my parents for not telling anything to me. I too, never had the guts to ask them my questions... I'm afraid my father will be hurt and my mother will be offended...

I always had this one vision of me and my late mom doing a silly dance and sing in our old living room... but I'm not sure... probably my eagerness "created" those visions and make my self believe that it really happen... God knows how much I miss her...

some time I cry... my lovely reader knows how sloppy I am...

I cry for missing her... so deeply...

I really wish that someday I could have all the answer... hoping I could talk about her especially with my dad, I need to know his feelings towards her... I don't even know for sure if he loves her...

But, every time I miss her and needs her I know she is there...

Now I'm diverting all my love for my mom to my 2 little princess... so they have double love from me...

And each night I pray to God to keep me live for long enough to raised them and see them grow...

pppfffuiiihh... wow...that's quite a relief....

xoxo

PS. Thanks Shell...

Getting To know You - Sloppy, Belle, Plastic Surgery, Vajazzle and much more!!!

2010-06-28T00:48:00.001+07:00

ahoy there...

Happy Sunday..

Its quite late here in Jakarta, Cute Z is sleep already... Gorgeous F is still busy with her play cards, so I have a little spare time for GTKY.. hop over to http://www.mannland5.com/ to join to fun!!

The Questions
1.If you had 5000.00 to spend on plastic surgery what would you have done?
2. Do you watch Soap operas and if so what is your favorite and why?
3. Favorite clothing brand?
4. An afternoon shopping spree at your favorite store or maid service for a year?
5. would you ever vajazzle?
6. Favorite Disney Princess?
7. Last movie that made you bawl your eyes out?
8. Have you ever broken any bones and if so what?

here's mine...

1.If you had 5000.00 to spend on plastic surgery what would you have done?
hhmm... tummy and boobs... being pregnant for 2 times and breasfeeding makes it ~~a bit~~ far from the original... not saying that the original is perfect, but looking at my self now... i'll beg for the original... not much... just the original...

2. Do you watch Soap operas and if so what is your favorite and why?
have not in many years... I remember one of the most famous soap opera in Indonesia "Maria Mercedes" its from Mexico... Thalia played Maria..

3. Favorite clothing brand?
Don't have anything in particular... i'll go with the design not brand

4. An afternoon shopping spree at your favorite store or maid service for a year?
ouch.. this is hard!! both??

yeah.. i go with both...

what? now, don't give me that look!! its your fault not choose both... We deserve it, mommy!!

haha... okay...
i'll go with shopping spree... because maid service is quite common in Indonesia, each house normaly had 1, we don't have to pay a lot like in several countries to have a maid service... sorry girls!

5. would you ever vajazzle?
uh uh... and make it shine like disco-ball?? dont think so... lol

6. Favorite Disney Princess?
Belle...

7. Last movie that made you bawl your eyes out?
I bawl almost on every drama... i'm a sloppy-ditch, last one is Hachiko and My Name is Khan...

8. Have you ever broken any bones and if so what?
never...

Thats it...
ups!! see.. now everyone is a sleep, even my hubby... gettin' ready to join them..

Have a blessed day everyone....

xoxo

Today.. a year a go...

2010-06-26T10:08:00.006+07:00

Today a year a go, Gorgeous F is hospitalized because of dengue fever...
She refuses to take picture and look at the camera because she think she look awful...

Flashing back, all I remember was how cooperative she was.. she didn't cry even just a bit. Its her first time ever. Only a bit scared when the doctor comes in and take blood example from her arm every morning, but she always try not to cry... she's so brave...

She stays in for 5 days and when the doctor said that the platelet on her blood is already in normal range she could go home...

This picture is taken about 2 or 3 weeks a go, this is how she wants to take a picture... all dressed up, smiling and in style...

... time does fly fast...

xoxo

Thursday FIVE - Mi Primera Vez

2010-06-24T12:43:00.005+07:00

Okay... this is what I called 'back to updating my blog'... after 1 week neglected, in less than 2 hour I do 2 post... 1 is about my trip to Singapore and 1 is for the Thursday 5 hosted by Keely@Mannland5... check it out and join the fun...

Just write down the things that makes you

Happy

Delighted

Grateful

Totally Stoked

Thankful

Here's mine :

1.) Coming back from the trip last week and finally meet my 2 darling angels again...

2.) My big 'ole family is planning a vacation this weekend... we are planning to visit one of my uncle's place out of town...believe me, its rarely happen because its so hard to gather them if not for Christmas and New Year.... it must be FUN...

3.) I'm grateful for today weather...coz its remind me a lot of Christmas... I really love Christmas and miss that time all year through...

4.) My new assignment... well its a bitter sweet form because in other way to say its only an additional job to be done (not additional salary though... *sigh*) , but quite excited for its a whole new experience for me...

5.) Thank GOD, because its my Mothers Birthday.... already talk to her over the phone...will probably go the her place tonight... Happy Birthday Mom... Luv U....

So.. thats that!

xoxo

I'm BACK!!

2010-06-24T11:58:00.004+07:00

Is drizzling this morning in Jakarta, temperature is quite low but the humidity still off the hook...
not very good weather, but the drizzle remind me of Christmas morning weather... I suddenly miss Christmas....

Back from the training, the pile of delayed job is waiting at my desk and new job is also waiting...its a good trip pay in front...
Finally met my 2 angels..they all wait for me at the airport.. such a relief... give them a big hug and kisses... actually I'm the one who needed that badly... the "whats in the bag" and "what do you bring for me, mommy" question is heard right after we get in the car... lol...

I've been neglecting this blog since last week, feel like a month already...
Will start to update it again..

For now, this is some of the picture taken in SIN

In front of the famous Merlion...the trade mark of Singapore

The girls @ Wallenius Wilhelmsen Logistics.

And the ultimate sin of all.. going to Universal Studio without the kiddos

Trust me... even though I look happy in the pic.. its really not reflecting whats on the inside... I hate going there without the kiddos... they're okay with that.. but you all mommy knows the feeling...

I hate not bringing my own camera... I really don't like depending on others...
But, above all the tiresome and bad feeling leaving the kids behind, I thank God and feel blessed for the chance of experiencing all that...and it gives me determination of coming back there with my family and feel the full happiness....

xoxoxoxo

Weeping.. Just Can't Stop Weeping...

2010-06-17T05:39:00.003+07:00

I never leave my girls ever before, so this is the first time... I just can't let go of the face..

So, like i've been buzzing around all the past week that I'm going to be on training in Singapore for 5 days... and like you all know (if you been reading) that I'm so excited...

Well, my second day here isn't started yet and all I can think about is going home... I'm home sick!! I can't sleep!!

Leaving my 2 babies behind really does sucks... It had me weeping all the way trough boarding, imigration and even on plane...I just can't get over those sad face... oh well... here we go again...

okay tears...not now!!!

(Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling just turned on, its my alarm)

At least it cheer me up... a little!!

Go out and smash it, like oh may God

Jump of that sofa, lets get get off!!

Suddenly I remembered the Oprah 24 Season Kick Of Party Mob Dance... it made me smile... its soo cool isn't it!!

Anyway, so far Singapore is almost like Jakarta, only the trafic jam is lighter... will post about that later..

one more thing...

Gorgeous F leave me a surprise note on my case... I found it when I arrived at the hotel and preparing my clothes for 1st day training....

Translation :

Mom, you be good in Singapore...

Me and Cute Z would like to remind you to keep your prayers so that you'll be okay...

I pray so that you could work with happy feeling...

Regards from F and Z

I Love you Mom...

That is the sweetest thing... okay... I gotta go weep again....

It going to be the longest 5 days in my life... *big sigh*

Such a sloppy ditch momma....

GTKY SUNDAY

2010-06-13T18:04:00.002+07:00

OMG!! its Sunday already....wew... time does fly quick...
Normally I only had churches and a good rest for a routine but since last week I added GTKY to tone up the day... muchos gracias to Mannland5 for her great idea...check out her cool website and join the fun stuff ladies!!
so here it goes...

1. If you could have one of Superman's, powers which one would you want? Superhuman strength..Flight..Superhuman speed..X-Ray vision..etc

I would choose the flight, but my hubby wont let me... he will force me to choose Superhuman Speed bcoz he thinks I'm slow... yeah right!!

2. The best thing I ever won is....?

the recognition from school for my good grades in high school... its that even count?

3. Have you ever skyped with a bloggy friend?

nope.. but that would be interesting...

4. What is your favorite Summer month?

despite of a lot of birthdays which means extra cash... I love June...

5. Pool, Lake, or Ocean?

Pool... before the tsunami I would definitely pick Ocean...

6. One of my favorite Summer memories is.....?

ever since I was married and had my eldest one, every summer is special....

7. What's your favorite secret bargain?

A cute pink turtle neck shirt which had small flowers motif,, just bought it 2 weeks a go for Rp. 35,000 or equals to USD 3.84

8. Do you plan on or have you been watching the World Cup?

Just a bit... it also because of my hubby loves football...

There it is...

Happy Sunday y'all.....

xoxo

..Busy Buzzy Week...

2010-06-11T17:25:00.002+07:00

have been so busy lately... I even missed PINT *sigh*
Monday is my daughter birthday party.. 'twas fun, she had a great time and she received at least half of her wish list... but she hadn't got the #1 on the list... a PSP ... I know.. its so last year thing, but I always thought that she's not old enough...but well she'll get it this year... she just need to wait a bit more... a bit bit more...

anyway...

all week have been about my trip abroad... from the pile of my training docs, passport, until the tiny winy thing such as what clothe to wear, sunglasses, hat, shorts, flip flops...wait...are we on for training or traveling?? lol... okay I kinda get a bit excited... a bit excited to talk about it almost every time...
at work... which exciting place we shud go to,
on the way home with my hubby... what about the flight and immigration procedures,
at home... what'll we do when the training is done..,
with my mom... what would I bring for her -her birthday is coming soon-,
my friends... what you could/shud do and couldn't/shudn't do there... bla bla bla
hey... nothing about the training???
oh oh... and do you know that they just opened Universal Studios there... and... its Singapore Great Sale 2010 till end of July...
talking about right time and the right place huh...

and oh... about the training... hmm let me think... will begin to look at the document and learn about it on Monday...

have a Great Weekend...
I've started to miss my angels already.... seriously!!

Getting To Know You - Sunday...

2010-06-06T22:54:00.000+07:00

Have seen the Getting to Know You - Sunday while blog walking a view days a go and can't wait for Sunday to come... so here's the question...

1. If a person has a booger in their nose. and you can see it, do you tell them?
I have friend once has it on his nose a white sticky one and we are in the middle of daybreak lunch all together with my bosses,,,, well he's sitting quite far from me so I cant tell him, actually couldn't guarantee that I would eventhough I sat next to him,,, too gross for a lunch topic,,, but on any other occasion if someone I know well and its not in the middle of any eating procession I would tell...
2. What are you passionate about?
My passion is on living abroad,,, always dream about it and hopefully oneday would come true,,, other passion is my family and shoes, don't you just love them...

3. How long have you been blogging?
I'm the rookie on the club,,,just a few month ago,,, on March,,, and been soo excited eversince,,, heyho bloggers!!

4. What is your favorite "summer" drink?
hhmm,,, around here we call it 'Susu Soda Gembira' means 'Happy Milk Soda' just like the name its the mixture of white milk, soda and a pink coconut syrup and of course a couple blog of ice,,, soooo goooood!!

5. What is your favorite type of music?
I love Pop and RnB...

6. Something I do before I go to bed is.... take a bath and clean up the bed.... which most of the people do when the got up the bed...I do it all the way around...

7. My summer vacation plans are... because we dont have summer camps or anything like that here.. probably would do the same thing last year... swimming and sleep over at granny....uuhh boring!!

8. My favorite must have, can't live without, beauty product is?
My Nivea lip gloss and my Revlon eye liner which I also use as my eyebrow pencil... its kinda work actually...

there they are... if you wud like to join, go copy and paste the question from below link... have fun!!

Between Birthdays, Parties, Training, Excitement and Guilt

2010-06-04T16:26:00.001+07:00

Its Friday and I got a lot of things on my mind...

This is going to be a busy weekend,,, tomorrow I will have some shopping and bday cake hunting to do for F birthday is on Monday and she wants to celebrate it with her friends at school,,,

Sunday is another day, my brother is going to be baptized so its a morning service ended up with family gathering all day long...

Monday is the birthday bash...getting in all the fun and a lot of presents...

Next week I'm going to be busy preparing all the docs I need for the training,,, hey,,, haven't told you about the training, okay, so me and my colleague P is going to Singapore in mid of June for a 3 day training,,, but my boss said that we're able to spend the rest of the weekend there,,, a blast?? nah!!,, for that I'm going to miss my hubby birthday,,,,a struggle, been given a chance to put a step in another country and for FREE is definitely a gift, but missing his birthday is sucks,,, I'm tortured between the excitement of going abroad and the guilt of missing his important day,,,asking for other day arrangement for the training is impossible,,, I'm happy and pissed at the same time,,,

PINT - Big Expenses on Present

2010-06-01T17:28:00.000+07:00

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Monday Movie Review - The Book Of Eli

2010-05-31T23:00:00.002+07:00

Tonight we had 'The Book of ELI' played on our DVDs. Just by coincidence that its Monday so I made it my Monday Movie Review..

Actually this is the second attempt in watching, first attempt ended up with a shuteye, well I'm a romantic-drama-comedy lovers. But, after being convinced by the lovely hubby of mine, I decided to give a second shot.
So I like it...i guess everyone knows Denzel's quality, Gary Oldman (Carnegie) and Mila Kunis (she played Solara).. she's a beauty... I also like the story, only hates the post apocalyptic setting...
Well, despite of the shooting, killing and all the violent shown, it tells one thing for sure (at least for me) that when God had a plan even if it looks impossible it'll miraculously be done... and no man upon this earth will ever blew it no matter how hard he try. I'll include this movie as one of my favourite....for an 1 to 10 scale, its 8 for me....

...What Clings...

2010-05-27T14:56:00.006+07:00

People are often unreasonable and self-centered
FORGIVE THEM ANYWAY
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives
BE KIND ANYWAY
If you are honest, people may cheat you
BE HONEST ANYWAY
If you find happiness, people may be jealous
BE HAPPY ANYWAY
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow
DO GOOD ANYWAY
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough
GIVE YOUR BEST ANYWAY
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God,
IT NEVER WAS BETWEEN YOU AND THEM ANYWAY

--Mother Theresa

I found this quotes on Julie's Blog Snips and Snails (please pay a visit and pray for her son ANDREW)...

I read this quote yesterday but can't stop my self to blog about it..

I often involved in a small argue with my hubby on how we shud "protect" ourselves from being fooled by others so just stop being too kind or how we have done our best but never gets the credits so don't do your best but I always stick on my thoughts that it is always between me and GOD.

I'm not trying to blame my hubby, please understand that sometimes we just ran out of patience and feels 'enough is enough'... I'm also not playing angels here.. but I know my GOD and He never fails me nor anyone else....

Mother Theresa got it all...It gives me strength... hope you do too...

P.S. Tomorrow is Vesak Day in Jakarta, so its a National Holiday... means... for a full time working mom like me... its time for family and a lot of FUN... have a BLAST weekend....

LATE - Post It Note Tuesday

2010-05-26T12:05:00.002+07:00

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Jai Ho!!!!!!!

2010-05-18T17:17:00.002+07:00

I love this song... first heard it while watching Slumdog Millionaire...

and today I ran into this song again, I heard it at the office, someone make it a cellphone ringtones... which remind me to googled the real meaning of Jai Ho that I've been planning to do BUT always forgot...

So, I googled it, some of my friends told me that the meaning was Destiny, but according to Mr.Wiki it was "may victory be yours" or "victory/triumph to thee".....so its uplifting just like the song beat that can make you move your feet...

Like I've been telling you about my face pealing series... owkay.. this week I'm getting better... did I mention that I look horrible last week I even wear a face mask... here's a picture of me last week

I'm recovering my soul right now... hahaha... trust me I didn't take this lightly, it was ~~quite~~ very stressful week... and on this 2nd week, my neck still hurts, every morning I found another new scar because I scratch it while sleeping.....but its getting better..... and yesterday morning getting ready for work, I look my self in the mirror and decided not to wear mask, I'm gaining my confidence... I decided to supported my decision and accept my condition right now.. c'mon.. it wont be long... and if anyone ever stare at me because of how I look... I'm going to ignored them...
I am getting better and better and better every day...

JAI HO!!!

whats had been going on...

2010-05-16T20:02:00.001+07:00

Lots had been going on over the past week... and without pictures.. thats why I'm just gonna have to tell you about it...

I've got my self into a series of face peeling.... arrghh it was one of a the longest and worst week of my life...
one day my boss came to me and said
boss : hey, i've wanted to asked you... whats with the face? is it unpurpose or you wilingly get your self into it?
me : I got my self into it boss.... *sigh*
what can I say... beauty needs sacrifice.... but when it went along I dreaded that sentences

last thursday we went to a circus.... yaayy...(still with an awfull look bcoz of the peeling) but we had a great time... especially the kids...

and on the same day I finally bought my self a pair of flat shoes, a cute one too... right in time to pull me out of my almost desperate soul....

And a friend of mine got married... very happy for them and hope they wud have a blessed one...

Today a week ago, I look like I was burned out of something but today I almost look normal, a little red but almost normal...

Have a blast coming week everyone..

Definition of beeing RicH

2010-05-06T17:14:00.000+07:00

Boss : " What's the definition of being Rich for you?"
Me : " hhmm..... its about being grateful and feeling enough of what you have now "

And he agree...

A Pile of Wishes unGranted

2010-05-05T16:06:00.006+07:00

Lately I've been recalling my women thingy wish list.... lots of things that haven't materialized..yet.. ;)

starting from the things I urgently needed to the non-essentials-just-for-fun-things... well the non essentials is actually choking up the list... lol...

In desperate need of Flat Shoes..., almost bought one last week, but after a struggling mind-thoughts and a ~~little~~ temptation from friends I willingly and unhesitatingly pick out a cute-good-looking-awesome black peep toe classic wedges which also already on my list before... with no regrets.... LOL

I'm not a bag person, I didn't have much of these on my chest and also not a brand worshiper, any kind that fits my eyes cud go down ... but always a shoulder sling bag lovers... mine is now peeling out I guess because I wear it ~~almost~~ everyday.... poor me... this is a real excuse to get a new one right??

a black bolero...I had some tank tops which I would boldly wear BEFORE I got pregnant and gave birth to the ELDEST one... shut up??!! yeahh ... well I donate some, but there are few that I really love and actually just bought another last week...hehe... so this to cover up the overflowing f.a.t around my biceps... and why black?? because it matches any color...

some work outfits..., I finally need this for my 4 years employers who always provide a-bit-weird-on-color classic uniform for us, finally decided not to make any this year to minimize cost.. not sure this was a good or bad news....hhhmmmm

Boots... aaahh... I love boots...boots is always on my list, but even though I'm so much in love with it haven't got any... lets keep them in the store and on my list until I figure out where to wear that....coz I'm not really a natty person...

A new sport shoes, because my old one is barely feasible to use.... well, my friends and me had a late resolution for this year (better than not).... to loose some weight and start on our workouts....but not so seriously taken... excuses excuses excuses... oh what the h*ll....I still need it...

This last on the list is what i've been dreaming for these past view months... but also being arguing with my hubby on which on the above is going to go down... so much in love with both, but the thing is the SLR are quite pricey... which I'm not so happy about... aargghh... its a tough decision.... we'll see which one ended up on our shopping bag... will post an update...

PC special GIFT to the D

2010-05-04T10:38:00.007+07:00

Continuing D's farewell,,,
Me and Pu3 had prepared for a little sumthing for her,, after weeks of thinking we ended up in planing to give her a scrapframe of the 3 of us. Because none of us is familiar with this whole scrappy thing and didn't have the time to go for a class, so we decided to give the liberation to the teacher to explore her no-doubt-creativity.

Here it is.... (not very clear huh... sorry, this is what'll happen if you dont have a real camera with you... aargghh!!)

and we take some shots while wrapping... yeahh... always loved beeing photographed...

Dunno on which we are really excited of... the wrapping or the picturing... LOL....
We gave her this parting gift at lunch, the pics is at below posting...

..THe D's last marvelous Day...

2010-05-03T14:16:00.011+07:00

Friday was the last day for one of my besties at office - 'D'...

we gave her a remembrance...
it was a picture of all of us at the Agency Department..

'twas a sad yet happy moment.. we are happy to know that she l-o-v-e-s the gift, yet sad for its a parting gift...

We had sushi for lunch, if you're puzzled with our dresses (and shoes too!!), yup!! it was on purpose... we look gorgeous rite??!! I was satisfied.....

I was so glad I choose turquoise... I love that color!!!

Anyway, me and pu3 gave her a scrap thingy on frame.. with purple color and purple butterflies (it was D's favorite)

And the evening she held a party, we went for karaoke, it was a blast!! we had such a great crazy time singing and dancing... really are a great-last-moment time...

Thanks a lot Ms. D, sure hell will miss you around ....
a lot...

..ObLivioUs...

2010-04-28T11:06:00.016+07:00

One of the series around 80's-90's that I remember because of the ridiculous hair ... haha thats what I think back then... and still... Not trying to cheapen the movie, I like this movie too (but not one of my favorite).. Just cant stand the hair..
So, today I found this picture while blog browsing... And just realize now... that not only the hair is ridiculous ... the.. hmm..whatever you want to call it, I prefer body shape, is also ultra- goofy...

I've grown and I see things differently, this outfit makes me laugh when I see it the first time again ... I just cant take my eyes from the hip..
okay.. so they are an alienated human, but whats with the lines on their hip?.. is it a detachable costumes... and for Wilykit and Wilikat... please..., cud somebody put some clothes on them... If I had a 4 or 5 year old, I probably wouldn't let them to watch this movie.. cant stand if they try to imitate them.. LOL..
But, when I try to google the image.. this is what I found

Yaayy... the whole family heroes with clothes...
but they're not originally comes in clothes right?... they look like the first picture when they come right? I forgot... how come... goodness gracious!!

I think I need to take one of these... for my memory enhancer... gosh I'm getting O L D... a bit shame to say that...

ugLy Bad LousY Dream!!

2010-04-25T15:20:00.006+07:00

Haven't blog for a week... coming back to tell how this week is so different... I'm having three-in-a-row bad dreams... I dunno whats get in to me...well probably for the hard thinking I've been having the last view weeks...

but from all 3 bad dreams, the one that sticks is the last one.. the story almost like what happens in Final Destination only a bit different...

So, when it started I was suddenly in the middle of a Funeral of a friend (I prefer not to mention names here) and I came along with my other 3 friend. And whats freak about it is that the three of us could see the spirit of my dead friend and He/She was mad at us (I cant make, you know dreams sometime blur)... and throwing a balls of fire at us that sounds like a bomb... strange is that nobody else sees this..

The freak doesn't ended there... I wish a was awoke there but it continued... One by one my fellows who can saw the spirit died...until the last one.. I wake up... I didn't get to die yet... get relief.. nah ah...this is the part that makes me soooo freak out...

When you dream of someone you know is dead it means that the person is going to live long...that is what people here use to say... I dont know where that idea comes from, but that is what I heard since I was little... So, having my friends dead means that they will live long....

But I didn't get to died....... OMG!!! I really hated that dream and prefer not to believe in it... that is SO NOT TRUE... right???!!!

..ChooSe a PareNt... I DoNt ThInk So..

2010-04-18T22:32:00.009+07:00

"The one thing that you nor anyone will never get to choose is your parents"

I forgot where I heard or maybe read this verse but it keep hangin around my head. It just wont go away, it pops out almost everyday... I guess I cant get rid of it because I cannot find the 'advantage' in it. For me every quotes or verse will always had a meaning and advantage. Well, I'm the type of person who loves wise words, verses and proverbs because it helps in many ways. But this one.... hhmmm...

Today, when me and my family were on our way to meet my friend, we use a motor bike, and my eldest daughter get to sit on front. It was on the afternoon and almost dark. Again, she forgot to zip her coat, she always forgot to do it. And I dont know why but my husband was very mad at her and yelled at her. She was shocked. Of course he got the point, but its not appropriate. Than, again this verse pops out, only this time it ring the bell. Now I know why I never get the 'advantage' in it, its because I never see it from the parent side. Its like punch in the head, now that I'm a parent, it makes me think 'what kind of parent I have been??' and will learn not to blame them in any way because...poor them, they didn't get to choose....

Well I hope, someday if my daughters heard this verse they didn't say 'why that sound like a very bad news??!! can we just, like, roll it all over again' ....

cHeRisH

2010-04-14T14:32:00.004+07:00

Not at my best point of life, am struggling with a lot of things right now...
Be thankful and grateful somehow makes me feel better

Thank YOU God for...

my 2 healthy daughter, they always brighten up my cloudy days
me lovely hubby that keep on hangin' there.. I know its tough baby but we'll be just fine..
my brothers... for the music and the doodles... always makes me smile..
Dad.. for keeping him self healthy.. I still need you :)
Mom.. cherished her in every way I guess..
my job, have to admit there is bittersweet form of cherishing here.. lol
my friends.. the refugee camp
my big family for the love and support

Wew... quite a lot to be thankful...

HAPPY SUNDAY Y'ALL

2010-04-11T12:04:00.004+07:00

Genesis 2 : 2-3

And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had made; and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made.And God blessed the seventh day, and sanctified it: because that in it he had rested from all his work which God created and made.

Just got home from Church, and below is some snap shots of us at the car on the way to church.. We had a great Sunday.. hope you all do too... God Bless you...

..Daddy..

Even our doggy in the dashboard got the snap..

Bullying..

2010-04-10T13:58:00.000+07:00

On Oprah today, they discuss about bullying, and they said that telling your kids to "ignore them" isn't going to work anymore. We must teach them to protect them selves and said to the other kid that they had enough and didn't want to be bullied anymore with a firm look and voice. Of course this is just not it, theres a lot of efforts that follows.
There were times when my 7 year old told me that there are some friends at school, especially the older kids would like to mock her with bad words or teased her and her friends at the school bus. I realize that this was a kind of bullying, but at that time I always tell her to ignore them and they will eventually stop teasing. But, this show opened my mind. Telling such things will not work anymore...

The Blind Side

2010-04-09T00:02:00.010+07:00

So, last night I was just finished watching The Blind Side and the clock shows 1203 AM. Well I have to wait for my two angels to fall asleep to be able to enjoy the entire movie completely uninterrupted. And now I just cant wait to start blogging and spoil it out.

The movie tells about a boy named Michael Oher who had bad experience separated from his mother that makes him traumatized. He grew up from foster care to another and ended up beeing homeless. He barely speak. One day he met Leigh Ann Touhy and this is where they finally made changes to each other lifes. Finally, Michael become All American football player.

The Movie is based on a remarkable true story which is uplifting and heartwarming. I'm so much impressed by the determination of Leigh Ann in helping Michael. I know that her life is also changed by him, but there are stump and obstacles that got in the way that could have made anyone to just stop. But not Leigh Ann. This movie also shows how family support is so important. Her husband and even her kids support her in every decision. I love everything about this movie, the casts, the story, and even the song "Chances" by Five for Fighting.

Its About Taking Big Steps

2010-04-06T14:12:00.010+07:00

Well I'm not going to talk about my youngest daughter who recently are learning to walk faster and jump here and there. I'm talking about when you finally end up in a spot in your life when you must whether you like it or not take big step to make a change for a better living, to thrive for your own sake or others. When I surf the net for BIG STEPS picture, came along a lot of picture showing a newly established business, couples getting married, or even a child or grown ups who literally is taking a big steps.

As a closer loop, a friend of mine who is finally taking a big step by adopting a child after a long years of waiting of their own, or a cousin who is finally takes a big steps to get married with our distant relatives for an arrange marriage.Whatever the cause and motives nor the aims and purposes, its tough and its not easy. It took courage, serious and repetitive thoughts it wouldn't be a BIG one if it doesn't. Because on some cases it could pull you out of your comfort zone or at least the zone that you "think" its comforting enough, but you'll never know until you have taken it.

The results, well, only the decision maker could feel the greatest impact. But one had to make sure that its the best and he/she deserves the result. If its for others sake, you must be sincere or you will regret it. But for me, there's no such things like that, every big step we made for others sake, in a way will also do something for ourselves eventually.

The most important thing is to never be afraid, be true to your self and follow you heart...

“Don't be afraid to take a big step if one is indicated; you can't cross a chasm in two small jumps.”

David Lloyd George quotes (British Prime Minister. 1863-1945)

I hope its not a boring post...

...Easter Egg Hunt...

2010-04-05T14:45:00.008+07:00

Some picture update for the easter egg hunt... It was taken from a mobile camera.

Filia is so so excited for the hunt...

hunting...

resting for a while with 1 pink egg on her hand... its her favourite color

Fanya...

curious with her egg...

She loves to slide, but really hates hitting the grass...
They really had a lot of fun, and cannot wait for the egg hunt next year...

Easter is Just around the Corner

2010-04-01T14:43:00.000+07:00

Easter is coming... and my office will be on a long weekend holiday. Starting this Good Friday.
And will have quite a busy weekend with family, attending Church for Holy Communion and friends meeting on Friday, Wedding reception on Saturday and finally, what my kids been waiting for, Sunday Easter Egg Hunt and morning services at church and I've got Kevin's (my niece) birthday party on Sunday afternoon. Hopefully will be able to take some good picture of it all, especially on the egg hunt.

Thanking my GOD for such a wonderful family and such a wonderful life...and how He's willing to sacrifice His life for us who believed in Him...

"Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples: 'He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.' Now I have told you."

HACHIKO

2010-04-01T12:08:00.000+07:00

Last week I watch this movie and cry half of the movie till its over for it so touching. The story is about a college professor meets this abandoned dog and they finally form an unbreakable bond. The dog arrives daily at the correct time at the station, to meet his owner. One day the professor died because of a a stroke while giving his lecture at the universtity and never came back to the train station, the dog keep waiting for his master for nearly a decade. The owner was played by Richard Gere and Joan Allen as his wife.

This movie is based on a true story of a Akita breed dog from Japan who waited for his master Hidesabure Ueno for nearly a decade after his owners dead. He waits everyday in front of the Shibuya Train Station in Tokyo. And he finally became famous in Tokyo for one of the professor student wrote an article about this dog and published it in the newspaper. Most of the people in Japan and I believe everyone who watched this movie will be touched by his loyalty and faithfulness. They made a bronze statue for Hachiko in front of the Shibuya Train Station and Hachiko him self was present at the opening ceremonial. And on March 8, each year, hundreds of dog lovers would held a solemn ceremony of remembrance at the train station.

As for me, the story of Hachiko reminds me of a spirit of a family. It amazed me on how a dog can be so devoted and never stop believing that his master will came back, even though he never knew when. He just never stop waiting. I even asks my 7 year old to watch this movie for an example of faith and loyalty towards someone we really care and love. As for your who haven't watched this movie and wud like to see it, i suggest you to bring a long a pack of tissue with you...

..They are Ours..

2010-03-31T15:44:00.001+07:00

He's just 4 years old. This picture has been on the news today. And the story that follows, that this kid has been smoking since he was 1,5 years old.... can you believe that?? He even say bad words, the grown-ups on the video is just laugh at him like it is some kind of a really funny joke... According to the news, the parents didn't even feel guilty or ashamed when they told the media regarding their kid behaviour. How can they do this...what on earth happen to these people...

Child neglected, exploitated, i say exploitated because the parents of this kid deliberately uploaded the video to Youtube to get attention. Other case also saw on the net today, how the patient with the help of the nurse and the doctor throw away their new born babies in a plastic bags and had the "Medical Waste" written all over it. When discovered there at least 27 dead babies is in that bag. And I'm sure that is just not that it, there a lot of unrevealed stories like this, when the children is not counted and treated as human. There are many reasons why the parents are capable of doing these things, economy problems, mislead behaviour, their customs or even country regulations. But, I'm more dissapointed with the people around them that stay silence and choose to be ignorant. They know its not right but still didn't do anything about it.... And what about the nurses and doctors that help those patient to throw away the babies? whats with them? Didn't they had children or at least small size family members of their own? I just cannot believe they actually agreed to do such things. I'm a mother of 2 beautifull daughters and I always try to teach my daughters as much as I can to care for others. Those children have the same rights as my daughters have. It breaks my heart everytime I saw underaged childred wondering around the streets begging for money and forced to make money of their own.They're all have the rights to live, to be loved, to have a proper education, they have the rights to choose, speak whats on their minds. Treat them as you treated your self because they're also human only in smaller size. Feel burdened because they are ours in a way...that we are in this world together.

TRIO MACAN ROCKS!! LOL

2010-03-30T15:14:00.001+07:00

Well, this is the outcome of our efforts in trying to 'be different' on our bosses sons wedding.

After all the search of the dress that fits on us, shoes that match, evening clutch bag that fits with the dress, hair accessories, necklace, bracelets, its fun but also stressing because we only had less than 2 weeks to realize our idea ... but, finally we really did it and really rocks .... hahaha

Hot Air Balloon Day

2010-03-27T14:33:00.001+07:00

Sat, 27 March 2010

Woke up at 4.00 AM, get ready and we all leave the house around 5.30 AM, of course this kinda things will not happen if its not for Easter (where we should attend church services at 5.00 AM). So, we made the exception because its so important for my 7 year old Filia. Well, she really hope to be able to ride on one of those balloons.

And there we were, 6.00 AM, queueing for tickets on location. And sadly, after 30 minutes of waiting, there was an announcement that there will be no tickets for sold today and todays flight is going to be for invitation only (TV station, journalist, etc)... aarrrggghh.....and if you still wants to queue, it will be for tomorrow show and it also depends on the weather condition. So we can only take picture on the balloons, but it still make her a bit happy... for its her first time,

And even my luvely hubby and baby Anya is also having a good time... cheers

because it was to early and its going to be to cold for a bath, so there she is, still in her pijamas...

I guess the commitee of the show is not ready and quite suprise with the public response of the show, its normal because this is the 1st time ever held in Indonesia,. But than, theres a lot of people who is expecting to be able to ride on those balloons feel very disappointed because of the lack of information given. But, due to the show is going to be held annualy, so we have decided to be able to ride it next year...

Best Times from BesTies!!

2010-03-26T17:19:00.003+07:00

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway. -- Fr. Jerome Cummings
At work, I have my self 2 besties.... and we've planned sumthin' for this weekend at our big boss sons wedding party *giggle*. Will soon update on what'll happen than. Eventhough at the preparation we're almost had our meltdown and desperate time :) but show must go on... *lol*, and we did it! hahahaha
here's some glimpse....

As Simple as BEAN

2010-03-25T21:35:00.000+07:00

Curious on how he sees life and live a life

Free to be your self, do what you want to do without ever being bothered on what others may think of you...and never took things so seriously...

I wish to live a life as simple as Bean...

beginners

2010-03-25T17:13:00.000+07:00

ok... this is the first time...
not really actually, always write a diary on my teen age..., and now trying to start sumthin' after many years, after 8 years of mariage, 2 kids and many overlooked moments....
not knowing how to operate this blog but eventually will learn. Kinda excited, but still nervous...
whatever....
Anyway... nice to finally able to start something to poured my thoughts&idea after all this time...